Who am I, I ask myself all the time, I don’t even know who I am, how in God’s name do I find out who someone else is. What makes me happy, what makes me cry? Do I love myself or rely on what other people say to determine how I feel?
Do I think I am successful and good looking? Do I need external validation to make me feel better?
What will people say? Is that my starting word, to be considered before any other decision?
I can’t be seen with you, date you, marry you…what will people say?
I can’t do that, what will people say?
I can’t talk to you …what will people say?
I can’t wear that, eat that, say that, live there, drive that etc.…what will people say?
Where do I want to be 5, 10, 20 years from now?
How will I introduce myself to anyone 10 years from now?
Do I have a life plan? I do know I want to be rich, but how? I have no clue
What do I have in place or intend to have in place to make this happen?
Wondering around like a headless chicken will definitely not get me anywhere
Having my head screwed on firmly, going in a planned direction will, though I still need God Almighty, to guide me and guard me
Am only one and I can’t even figure out my self
How in God’s name am I meant to figure someone else out?
I don’t think its time too
I need to love, know and cherish who I am first
So the question comes again
Who am I?…. And how do I Find I?